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Sunday, October 07, 2001 np: by the end of the night, how will you have spent your life in a way that honors those who died today? so much has been going on that, at times, it's hard to try and keep up with what to talk about on here. i went and saw josh rouse perform. that was very important. he was amazing live and he signed my ticket. nice guy. there was a huge sale at HMV so i raped the music department of everything i could get my hands on. so much added to the collection. i went to spain and spent four beautiful days in that hot, sunny climate. very different from london. i haven't been that warm since i left north carolina. i went to gibraltar and saw that massive rock that until then was only the logo for an insurance company to me. i watched the sun rise over the mediterranean there at the edge of europe. i took pictures. i wrote poetry. i felt amazing. seems things are coming up close on a certain one year anniversary. that crazy b---- that i mention every so often. i just realized that the way i type it, it looks like i'm blanking out "bitch" or something like that. woops. if you read my journal, you know her name. (just look to the right if you're dense.) i once had these ideas that the person i wanted to lose my virginity to would take form with three requirements: a) one year of dating prior b) they were a virgin as well and c) i loved them. truly. so while i came short of those things (idealism has always played such a large, weird part in shaping my life) i don't regret any of it. and i'm actually surprised to be coming up on a year. when she and i began dating i don't know how long i felt it would last. i just knew that i liked her, we seemed to have a good bit in common and that we got along well. and as things have progressed..that i ever thought we wouldn't make it far...well, there's that idealist at work again. my liberal downfall. but, no. i am happy to say this: as of today, i am more in love, more totally enthralled and amazed, more gobsmacked, head over heels and intensely imbued with her very spirit than i have been any day before now. i think she and i have both gone out of our ways not to mention eachother explicitly in our on-line journals. just a matter of taste. too much bullshit to read on the web already. but i'm making an exception. this is kind of a personal entry. not really very insightful as to my time here in london. but the reason i'm here is growth and establishment. an attempt to suss out who i am in more detail. to identify further the hinterlands of my mind and soul. to reach that apex of understanding, and to grasp further out from there. oh, and by the way. i cut my hair. i'm posting pictures soon. i love you, brynn. that is all. and everything. posted by J. Neas | 10/07/2001 06:04:00 PM
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